I just want some nice kind feedback on my problem.?

You don't say anything about working anywhere, but you are only taking two cles? Part of the problem is your brain is bored to death! There is only so much goofing around your brain can stand before it demands you DO something. I don't know what SSA or SA meetings are. How about getting a parttime job so your body has something to do for a few hours a day and your brain can see what is in store for you if you never graduate college. Working gives you perspective, some comparison to judge against. And since you are wasting all that time anyway you might as well be both doing something useful and getting some money to do it. When you are doing something productive then you won't feel guilty about wasting all your time and then you will be able to concentrate on studying better. Its the guilty feelings that are crippling you. And when you do something useful and/or good then reward yourself by buying an ice cream cone at McDonalds. That really worked for me. I got A's on tests just so i could get some ice cream from myself. But only reward yourself like that if you really accomplished something, not just as an excuse. That will force you to do it. At least that is what happened with me. I couldn't afford to buy ice cream so it really was a special reward. It works.